siti

S-sorry girl, everyday, all of us is busy at work, our outing getting lesser, didn't realize that u r facing such tremendous amount of stress now,ur similes thinking back now are getting lesser, ur eyes filled with unsaid story.

I- i have always thought that u are such an strong, optimistic women i ever know.despite life is so unfair to you, i can see that u r living ur life to the fullest, facing each obstacles without any fear.

T- thinking back now, i guess it has always been my 1-sided thinking. ur strong front has an weak point, ur smiling eye shows some emptiness, ur back shows some loneliness. Was is just my imagination again?

I- i will lent u a listening ears and a shoulder to cry on if u need to. will not put my own imagination of ur personality and character on you anymore, cos is not wat u really are.

Went out with this dear friend of mine last sat after company D&D, we chat alot alot, catch up many old stuff and her life now. Her late husband, her kids, her parents, her in-laws issues, her fianacial, her housing issues, her new love.

The problems she is facing now makes me feel helpless and come to think of it, all the problems that i m also having is nothing as compared to hers.

Darling siti, shukuan will support u, no matter wat happen.