eventful week..

Actually, many things happen this past 1 week, happy, sad, and funny..
Too much of up and downs in the mood, cause alot of disturbance in my stable hormones..

lets talk abt sad ones 1st..

• A very nice and close to all my collegues client just pass away on 25.04.2007 @0632hrs..the night b4 i dreamt of her leaving us, and the next morning, i step into the workplace, in less den 20mins, we lost her..but she look peaceful when she left us.. i cried.. bascially all of us cried, tat day was raining heavily, all of us is in really sad+low mood.. we went to the funeral, all of us bascially jus didnt tok, jus listenin to the family members talking abt her, how nice and how she adore all of us. none of us cried in the funeral cos we didnt want the family memebers to feel even sadder.. (Auntie normah, i m gald tat i have known u, u r like a mother to me, u stand up for me when other patient was unreasonable to me, i miss u alot alot, i miss ur simile, ur laughter, u will always be in my heart..) u make me even more passionate in my job...

• Shijin(closest friend in my workplace) went back to China, to do operation for her thyroid, the lump is btw benign and malinagancy, and she fly back without telling me when, i cant even say goodbye or wish her anything.. i jus hope the best for her.. hope she contact me.. and my ward is super duper lack of staff as she went back.. i noe she is very upset, i wanted to console her, but i didnt noe how.. i am useless..

Funny ones:

• my 1st day of night shift, 1 of the client went mad/voilent/siao.. he jus suddenly wake up at 4am, whereby we are so busy, started climbing and walkin by himself(he is not walking steadily), we tried to stop him, but he laugh to us, start tickling us, touching us... hug us from the back, tat night, all of us are gers, no men around, but luckily got help from 1 of the friend(men) in opp ward.. we called in security, and the drs (one is 1.8m tall, super handsome and skinny, the other is 1.7m but go gym type), in the end 11 of us pin him down to restraint him.. the clients super super strong, we jab sedatives in, he struggles and almost broke the needle, while we are still adminstering through the muscle!!!

• i realise i got haemorrides aka piles.. is very uncomfortable to be feeling something stuck outside the anal canal and u cant remove it!!(prolapse piles) cannot tahan!!! i tot i wont get it u c.. cos theres a period of time i always diarrhea.. my stool isnt hard, and i dun straint!! but i still got it.. mayb bcus i always read when i m toileting and didnt concentrate in shitting.... haiz.... feel like putting in my fingers in to push it back!!! (okay, i noe is disgusting)

Happy ones:

• MY AL IS APPROVED!!!! i am so so so surprised, cos we are super lack of staff, and i can actually go LEAVE!!! though i am prepared to be called back.. Nevertheless i will still enjoy my leave, not gg anyway, as none of ur is free.... sobz..... T_T

(Leave starts from 16 may to 27 may) wooohooooooooo..... Yeah!!!!!!! muhahahaha..... =D