eudaimonia..

ever wonder wat eudaimonia means?
eudaimonia in gr eek language means happiness~~~~

no, is not tat i dun feel happiness or wat..
but i finally knows wat i want for happiness today...

basically, i did nothing at home today, just waste my time by surfing net , msning, cook something for myself, did housework, walk and sit around at home, lie on my bed as i wants, channel surfing and staring at books,listening to the same song over and over again..
simple?
Yes, i am bored!! but i m so happy!!
Pathetic? yup!!
reason?
WORK!!never ending work and meeting..
everyday i am so pack with my work, even somedays at home i still think of my work, and quickly call back my workplace to ask if anything i miss out..
i have been working for 9 months if i dun remember wrongly, time really flies, new batch of newbies coming in soon, how will i feel if i see den?
no wonder they told me tat 3 years bond is fast..
weekly, i count down my days to off days, after off days the cycle starts again and continues..

tats life?
really??

i feel bored today yet happy cos it has been a long time i can have time for my own, and i havent been feeling bored at home for quite long..
feeling bored is a type of happiness too..
ok, ur might not agree but cos we are in different shoe, perspective is different..

ask myself wat i want in order to have happiness??
after so much of thoughts, my conclusion is freedom..

freedom to choose
freedom to go
freedom to wat i wants
freedom to life
freedom to constraints
freedom of being tie down
freedom of responsibilities
freedom of ethics and professionalism
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impossible?
YES!! all the above can only be acheived if i am dead

one more thing, been staring at hoon and wu zun photos today, something is jus not right.
yes, thet are handsome,cute...etc..
but... the X-factors(chrismatic) tat attract me the most is missing from them, but could be found on some1 else (david tao)... hmmm...

eudaimonia=happiness..

wish all happiness..