eudaimonia

坦白

2008-01-23T18:16:00.000+08:00

致：朋友

如果无法坦白，就无法靠进彼此。

如过无法坦白，就不能心灵相通。

jan 19

2008-01-19T23:35:00.000+08:00

jan 19 -a date which is special to me..

someone that i misses celebrating 23th birthday today..
my grandfather's death anniversary

to add this day even more special: today at work, was really busy busy busy.. busier than ever

not just abt that.. my favourite patient left us..

i took care of her today.. my whole shift i am busy with her conditon, talking and encouarging her to hang on.. just minutes i pass over to night girls, she went flat.. she hang on till i walk pass her room after my shift.. i guess she knows that i cant bear to pack her..

i am upset, and feels like crying.. but i dunno why i have no tears..

i misses her simile..

会呼吸的痛

2007-12-30T14:56:00.000+08:00

在东京铁塔第一次眺望
看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想

你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是种多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑

你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

Pause the coffee prince song media box and enjoy this song..
Fish leong, this lyrics and song is superb..

holidayz month

2007-12-28T21:58:00.000+08:00

this decmember is a holiday season.

Hari raya haji
Christmas day
Boxing day
New year eve

an holiday month to all i suppose..
and i guess most of you guys doesnt have the mood to work rite?

Haiz.. Haiz... Haiz.. Sigh... Sigh.. Sigh..
i am working night shift on all these holiday days..

i already miss the gathering with my 2 group of friends on Christmas day..
I celebrated christmas with my collegues on that day.
Guess i am going to celebrate new year with my collegues again in the workplace.
I m going to miss the gathering with my friends again...

*screams* ARRR...... T_T *screams*

咖啡王子1号店

2007-12-07T23:18:00.000+08:00

劇情介紹:

崔漢潔是一間咖啡店的新任經理，為了令這間咖啡店的業績起死回生，漢潔實行一個創新的方案，就是咖啡店的服務員全部都是年輕的美男子。為了幫補家計，高恩燦女扮男裝，混入這間咖啡店工作。崔漢成是一個電影音樂導演，他的女朋友韓柔珠3年前離他而去，到外國讀書，唯一能安慰漢成的就是堂弟漢潔的咖啡店職員恩燦的笑容。漢潔一直暗戀著堂兄的女朋友柔珠，但始終沒有說出口，反而，漢潔在與恩燦的相處中，找到了他們彼此之間的愛情……

bored at home/at work/or with life?

watch this show.. romantic comedy..
the 2 male actor are handsome!!! the female actress also pretty of course..
and the main character is so sweet to their girlfriend.. (i want these type of man)
hahahaha...... lolz =D

oh..oh...oh... the song (ost) is fantastic..

QQ兔

2007-12-06T23:58:00.000+08:00

i just loves this type of comic..
meaningful and nice.. hahaha...
enjoy reading and looking at the nice pics.. =D
click onto the pic if u cant read or see properly..
sorry about it..

《祝君好》张智霖

2007-11-23T00:26:00.000+08:00

quite old hongkong series song..

those who understand Cantonese will like it.. (sorry to those who cant)

an touching song, lyrics is meaningful..

thanks to my brother who influenced me to like this song.. he kept playing this song over and over again.

p.s- if the video is jam, jus paused for a few minutes before playing to let the video load completely. =D

good luck and best wishes!!

2007-10-29T21:18:00.000+08:00

everyone is dying to leave 64..
i guess i dun need to explain why cos is very obvious.

they left to better places, and some of them are leaving soon.....

mallika- to 62 nurse manager (like finally she bcum NM after so long!!)
hamidah- liver transplant coordinator.
shijin- to Medical ICU
chinyee- to australia nursing degree (next year)
lai poh- other unknown ward or the hospital (hope u can go to neurosurery)
jin tao- to 63, then now to Medical ICU
jefferry- to 63 then now to wd12
zhang min- kiv germany

when is my turn? wat am i going to do?

how come all my good friend leaving me?

they are my support/reasons and motivation to stay in 64 till now.

there's a saying in 64:" if u can survive in 64, u can do well/adapt anywhere"

anyway, best wishes and good luck to all!!

i guess life will be really happier for all of ur when u guys left 64.

am i wrong?

2007-10-24T01:02:00.000+08:00

something happen yesterday, which makes me stuck doubt my decision..
i kept questioning myself..
did i done anything wrong?

okay, this is what happen..
an medication was not suppose to served but was served.
why issit not suppose to served? the person has allergy to it.
so, i discovered it. i did not tell any1, only inform the persons served.
i didnt mean to sabotage or think of hiding/cover it up.. (i swear!!)

so.. now what happen to me is- write memo to explain why i didnt inform earlier.
- my senior say i shouldnt have done it=cover it up for them
-end of the month i need to write this incident cos i m incharge.
- need to present this case to the irritating sisters during meeting

i got the feeling that others think i did something wrong... (mayb i m suspicious)

i call up my friend involved, she wasnt angry with me, but i think she is.. (I am sorry ger..)
she told me that the old woman insulted her and made the other friend cried. (i am even sorry..)
i didnt mean it, and i didnt know things will turn out in this way.....

I think i am wrong.......
i think i am not wrong............

i should cover it up cos is for every1's good? i also made mistake, but the others give me chance.
i didnt cover it as is a important safety issues in my job.

so..... do u think i am wrong?

doubt...doubt... doubting...doubting.....

丁当 - 可以不可以

2007-10-09T01:40:00.000+08:00

heard this song playing in 933, looking for the singer and title for few days..

finally found it..

the singer has a very good voice.

hope u guys like it.

siti

2007-09-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

S-sorry girl, everyday, all of us is busy at work, our outing getting lesser, didn't realize that u r facing such tremendous amount of stress now,ur similes thinking back now are getting lesser, ur eyes filled with unsaid story.

I- i have always thought that u are such an strong, optimistic women i ever know.despite life is so unfair to you, i can see that u r living ur life to the fullest, facing each obstacles without any fear.

T- thinking back now, i guess it has always been my 1-sided thinking. ur strong front has an weak point, ur smiling eye shows some emptiness, ur back shows some loneliness. Was is just my imagination again?

I- i will lent u a listening ears and a shoulder to cry on if u need to. will not put my own imagination of ur personality and character on you anymore, cos is not wat u really are.

Went out with this dear friend of mine last sat after company D&D, we chat alot alot, catch up many old stuff and her life now. Her late husband, her kids, her parents, her in-laws issues, her fianacial, her housing issues, her new love.

The problems she is facing now makes me feel helpless and come to think of it, all the problems that i m also having is nothing as compared to hers.

Darling siti, shukuan will support u, no matter wat happen.

2008 National Day Parade Commander

2007-08-14T21:49:00.000+08:00

i guess i know who can be the next year parade commander for national day.
the most basic criteria for a parade commander : loud voice.

I got to know 1 potential candidate just now.
Was sitting in front of the computer watching video just now,
there is a women has been shouting for more than an hour some where near my house.

I tried to ignore it, but the voice is getting louder.
So i went down, thinking that there might be a jumper at my block.

But NO..

There's a couple fighting OPPOSITE my block, ACROSS the street and road.
The female just scream and scream and scream. I think she lose control of her mind and rational. And i think she is gone in her brain...
Her voice is so loud that i can heard from my house CLEARLY. (like i on the TV in my house which is < 1metres away from me)

okay. now has quieten down, i guess somebody cannot take her voice called the police.
GREAT, peace of my MIND!!

So, i seriously think that she can be 2008 parade commander! (Strongly recommended by ME.)
Consider that huh..

PHEW....

Witch Yoo Hee / 마녀유희 / 魔女幼熙

2007-08-11T00:44:00.000+08:00

Synopsis:
As the director of her father’s advertising company, Ma Yoo Hee (Han Ga In) is known as a witch for her ruthless, no nonsense character. After a string of failed attempts to hire a housekeeper, she (literally) runs into Chae Moo Ryong (Jae Hee), ex-medical student turned aspiring chef. As a way to work off his debt for crashing into her car, he agrees to become her housekeeper and personal love affairs coach for one month. Gladly, he gives her a makeover that attracts both her old friend Johnny Kruger (Dennis Oh) and her first love Joon Ha (Kim Jeong Hoon). Despite having a girlfriend, Sung Mi (Jun Hye Bin), Moo Ryong eventually finds himself falling for Yoo Hee.

Great show, the male characters also very handsome!!( esp johnny and joon ha)

nice songs too..

with courtesy of : http://davelynne.com/otome/index.php/2007/07/16/with-yoo-hee-k-drama/

last one to know

2007-08-10T23:55:00.000+08:00

'i m the the last one to know something bad happened to my significant others'.
my friend commented me on that...
why issit so?

Well, true enough, i dun deny that, i guess..
Not that i m not concern of them.
But...
Things just made me to be the 1st one of at least 1st few to know that something happen to them.

Workload is too heavy/much to finish work on time as compared to others who work same line as me.

Bad time management? (seriously, i think i improved alot!)

Handphone bad reception, my place has bad reception, i didnt heard the phone rings.. (my fault?) maybe.. but not on purpose for sure!!

I dun carry my phone around when i work, cos i want to concentrate and i knock into things easily. (will be smashed in my pocket if i bring it around)

Excuses or the fact? dunno.....

so, i guess all these add on, to the i m the last one to know thingy..

I am sorry to those who called me for something, but in the end i didnt answer the call and made ur disappointed.

Sorry that i couldnt be the one to console or calm your down when ur have troubles or matters happens. cos i called back after the things happen, ur are settled.

Sorry that i couldnt meet ur as frequent as before, ur have to book me by appointment on my rest day in order for us to meet up.

I dun wish all these to happened, and i know u guys have gave me alot of understanding, tolarence and forgiveness.

Thank you guys, gald to know all of ur. ur are precious to me!!

HAPPY NURSE'S DAY

2007-08-01T22:17:00.000+08:00

Being a NURSE means...

You will never be bored.

You will always be frustrated.

You will be surrounded by challenges.

So much to do and so little time.

You will carry immense responsibility and very little authority.

You will step into people's lives and you will make a difference.

Some will bless you.Some will curse you.

You will see people at their worst...and at their best.

You will never cease to be amazed at people's capacity for love, courage, and endurance.

You will see life begin...and end.

You will experience resounding triumphs And devastating failures.

You will cry a lot. You will laugh a lot.

You will know what it is to be human and to be humane.

HAPPY NURSE'S DAY TO ALL!

放羊的星星

2007-07-14T17:39:00.000+08:00

Been watching this show recently through the net after my friends recommendation.

Thank you Shi jin.. such a good show, lucky i didnt miss it..

Can take a look if your are interested.. i love the songs..

1st song:

我们的纪念

数不尽的泪　我又哭了好几回幻化成蝶　停留在这片落叶被风化的雪　埋藏在千年以前我用尽一生的思念只为等着你出现回忆　渐渐凋谢在我身边唤不醒原来还跳动的画面就让我留在轮回的边缘　等一道光线看见某年某月我们之间　曾经说(有)过的预言就让它带走你的那瞬间　成为我们的纪念谁能发现我的世界　曾经有过你的脸

2nd song:

对望

像一颗千里外的星光　我们只能对望相信爱不会说谎　只是分开收藏我等候的愿望　总是失望　像流星耀眼却会坠亡你的爱的力量　如何飞向　遥不可及的远方遥远的星光　只能凝望　你是否一样　会把爱挂在心上满天的星光　就算给我　一千个愿望　我只想换你　(一直)　陪在我身旁

3rd song:

极速爱情

Tell me something　I don't know　Call me on The phone不知怎么　掩饰着自己　呼吸加速　不安的情绪　是你熟悉的身影　心跳的频率　是不是　靠近想把你吸引　想把你占据　心跳的速度　这样的真实　难以平静是否能感应　强烈的气息　让我这样着迷　来不及考虑爱该有的道理一眨眼怕失去　一呼吸就甜蜜　极速而来的爱情停不住的思绪　却那么肯定　极速而来的爱情像是默契用心的设定　或命中注定我们相遇用真心　守护这相信　(一辈子　相信)

4th song:(not the songs for the show) =D

5th song:

坚强分手

＊我　知道你躲着我　没跟我说理由　在电话那头　静静的沉默　我　知道你不爱我　离去没回头　在天黑以后　我学会冷漠＃我会坚强分手　自己远走　不用你担心我　天黑了以后　我会选择一个人过　我会坚强分手　自己远走　不用你安慰我　孤单的时候　我会一个人　到处去走走

-------Live ur life as simple as u are--------

2007-07-14T16:54:00.000+08:00

didnt been blogging for more than 1 month, almost wanted to give up this blog soon.
i guess.. i'll still continue with it, but not that often i suppose..
sorry guys..

after my AL, my days has been pasting like a gust of wind..
work, life has been breathing down my neck..

Audit and receritfication of hospital standards, is wat we have been busy for..
But, thank god!! is over....
All of us are really tired, with all the so-called standards, changes that is made, stress from the management last minute..

Was actually chiou to do degree in nursing together with my friend or do another dipolma in counselling pyschology..
Tempted, lost and dunno wat i want is haunting me.. plus restrictions and lack of cash..
i kept thinking.. Issit wat i want? or have i lost all my courage in pursing my dreams? How can u guys be so sure that this is wat u really want?

then again, i think should follow my own foot step and take things as it goes.
i dun wan to rush into things, i might be slow, and not excatly knowing wat i wants,
but, i will find something that i really enjoy working and worth all my delications.
i will do things at my own pace, dun need to be on par with others.
so long as i m comfortable, happy with.

my currently job now, at times, i just hate it, but i love the simile from them when they recovered and discharged. i love healthcare, love helping, that, at least i know..

I am sorry to neglect all my friends..

Stacy, i m sorry i cant even attend your 21st birthday party, cos i was held up with work.

Annie and gang, i am even sorry that i cant get the leave we planned, to celebrate all of us 21st birthday, cos i need to work that day, and i cant change shift.

Qiu hui, boon koon, i say i wanna meet u guys, but i am working when u guys are free...

All my poly frenz, i didnt see them for quite sometimes, even working in the same hospital i didnt get to see her..sorry Ling Ying..

sorry.. sorry... sorry....

12 days

2007-05-28T00:25:00.000+08:00

Last day of my AL.. so sad.. but, still need to face the reality..

Anyway.. i had quite a good rest, and went out with all my gangs of frenz..
During these 12days, i have offically cross over to the 21 years of my life..

To all my frenz and love ones: thanks celebrating my b'day with me.. with u guys around, 我是幸福的. I truely truely feel it from the bottom of my heart..
21 years of my life have pass.. 謝謝你们陪我走过这些日子.

Sort out a number of thoughts, and some still in process..
Decided a number of decision and decided for a change..
Also realise a few things..

Now, i am in a new stage of life, hope tat i can do wat i really wanna do..
..... dunno how to describe....

Annual leaves..

2007-05-19T01:25:00.000+08:00

The annual leave that i have been hoping for is finally here!!

Horray.... Horray....

No words can describe how happy, excited, and relax i am now......

finally can breathe... =D

1 of the collegues told me tat i have bcum less patience to my client......

well....... i admit tat....

cos i need a good REST..

break from the workplace...

quite sad tat not able to go travelling during this AL..

but....still i will enjoy myself...

Things to do during AL:

1. have plenty plenty of sleep and rest..

2. watch alot alot of tv...

3. rot and vegate at home.....

4. have fun with all my different group of frenz...

5. get a new haircut and me..

6. get a present for myself...

7. watch phantom(i watch liao...), visit places tat i wanted to go..

8. eat bao..( i dun eat bao when i m at work)

Though i feel very bad going on AL now, as my workplace is in a very very tight situation, super lack of staff... but at the same time, i am grateful to all my senior who oppose of cancelling the ALs, and volunteer to do double shift..

64, i will be back... and double shift, count me in.. love u guys.. muacks =P

Watch phantom today.. worth the money.. 10 thumbs up for the show...

from the props, the costumes, the stage, the music, and the artise.. is a show not to be miss..

i enjoy myself alot alot..

some changes in the plot,(they shorten it), but still the show is excellent!

got abit emo today during the show... as this is the 1st time in my life watching stage arts..

stage arts to me= expensive and high class..

Was grateful and touched tat i can do something tat i wanted to.. the feeling of i've grown up..

Emo and dumb rite? =D

the tickets..

Bad, smelly, gross, tired week...

2007-05-11T23:19:00.000+08:00

Some of u guys might know.. been working straight 8 days with schedule of:
(pm-am, then pm-am again, them pm-am,.......) for 8 days..............

now, i m only left with an empty body without mind and soul..
so, pardon me as i m going to share something really disgusting...

Did a leg wound dressing, mind u is a DM necrotic foot wound....
is stinko, i stand 1metres away from the patient i still can smell the leg odour.
not kidding....
when my frenz open up the dressing and wanted to do it...............
guess wat ??????

MAGGOTS!!!!!!!! REAL, LIVE, WRIGGLING MAGGOTS!!!
my frenz scream....... run out...
call for me.................

i saw it, and stood there, stunned, stone.......................

in the end...... ending up catching maggots.....
guess how much we caught???

37 maggots......
'' THAT IS SO SO SO SO FUN''
i wanted to take pic to show ur, but afraid ur might puke, so forget it...

and after tat, some BXXXX at other place ask me to transfer a client down 'NOW'
i mean the really say NOW...
they cannot be bother if i have time or finish serving my things......
SUPER SELFFISH AND INCONSIDERATE!!!
all of us are of same occupation, they are busy i know, i am also busy.....
jus tat they dun want to accept overflow cases, the want their own client back....
they force me to stop everything i am doing(which is impt), to tranfer NOW!

To the BXXXX: Watch out, and dun blame me for doing the same things to ur!!

Actually still got many disgusting things to share for this week, but i guess i should stop. (unethical)
Daily am shift i have been ending work like 7pm.( i suppose to end work at 1430)

wat a life, wat a week...................
Haiz.................................

desmond 21st birthday

2007-05-08T01:15:00.000+08:00

Recently has been having lousy schedule, therefore uploaded the pics late..

Anyway, went out with the the usual gang to celebrate desmond 21st birthday, but Mengzhi wasn't free to join us..
we had a very great time with each other, with drinks, games, songs..
(Desmond, Happy 21st birthday, may all ur wishes come true and hope u enjoy urself tat day!)

the ''couple''

darren and me

the cake of the day

desmond+ cake

Apologizes for the unclear photos, as the surrounding is too dark....
Sorry...Sorry...
dun really noe how to use my phone's night mode....
and i realise tat yy is not in any of the pic in my hp tat day..
too bad.... she was slping....
love u guys.. =D

eventful week..

2007-05-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

Actually, many things happen this past 1 week, happy, sad, and funny..
Too much of up and downs in the mood, cause alot of disturbance in my stable hormones..

lets talk abt sad ones 1st..

A very nice and close to all my collegues client just pass away on 25.04.2007 @0632hrs..the night b4 i dreamt of her leaving us, and the next morning, i step into the workplace, in less den 20mins, we lost her..but she look peaceful when she left us.. i cried.. bascially all of us cried, tat day was raining heavily, all of us is in really sad+low mood.. we went to the funeral, all of us bascially jus didnt tok, jus listenin to the family members talking abt her, how nice and how she adore all of us. none of us cried in the funeral cos we didnt want the family memebers to feel even sadder.. (Auntie normah, i m gald tat i have known u, u r like a mother to me, u stand up for me when other patient was unreasonable to me, i miss u alot alot, i miss ur simile, ur laughter, u will always be in my heart..) u make me even more passionate in my job...

Shijin(closest friend in my workplace) went back to China, to do operation for her thyroid, the lump is btw benign and malinagancy, and she fly back without telling me when, i cant even say goodbye or wish her anything.. i jus hope the best for her.. hope she contact me.. and my ward is super duper lack of staff as she went back.. i noe she is very upset, i wanted to console her, but i didnt noe how.. i am useless..

Funny ones:

my 1st day of night shift, 1 of the client went mad/voilent/siao.. he jus suddenly wake up at 4am, whereby we are so busy, started climbing and walkin by himself(he is not walking steadily), we tried to stop him, but he laugh to us, start tickling us, touching us... hug us from the back, tat night, all of us are gers, no men around, but luckily got help from 1 of the friend(men) in opp ward.. we called in security, and the drs (one is 1.8m tall, super handsome and skinny, the other is 1.7m but go gym type), in the end 11 of us pin him down to restraint him.. the clients super super strong, we jab sedatives in, he struggles and almost broke the needle, while we are still adminstering through the muscle!!!

i realise i got haemorrides aka piles.. is very uncomfortable to be feeling something stuck outside the anal canal and u cant remove it!!(prolapse piles) cannot tahan!!! i tot i wont get it u c.. cos theres a period of time i always diarrhea.. my stool isnt hard, and i dun straint!! but i still got it.. mayb bcus i always read when i m toileting and didnt concentrate in shitting.... haiz.... feel like putting in my fingers in to push it back!!! (okay, i noe is disgusting)

Happy ones:

MY AL IS APPROVED!!!! i am so so so surprised, cos we are super lack of staff, and i can actually go LEAVE!!! though i am prepared to be called back.. Nevertheless i will still enjoy my leave, not gg anyway, as none of ur is free.... sobz..... T_T

(Leave starts from 16 may to 27 may) wooohooooooooo..... Yeah!!!!!!! muhahahaha..... =D

刀刀 dog's world

2007-04-23T00:56:00.000+08:00

Bump into this serires of comic in shi jin's bloggy..
if u guys like and appreciate 几米's comic, ur will like this also..
i think is really nice and meaniful, the pic and the wordings are link..
hope ur enjoy..

there's is actually a few series, i choose a few favourite to share..

hope ur like it and dun find it bored lar..

if ur are interested can go to the website and take a look..

from courtesy of http://www.daodaodog.com/MAIN.HTM

Shi jin jie, thanks for sharing this with me by putting in ur blog, i really like it..

and dun worry too much abt ur thyiod thingy, i will pray for u!!

hope u can be happier and healthy.. muacks!! =D

i'll be ur boyfriend the time being ok?? accept me lar.. =P

my sneakers..

2007-04-16T17:45:00.001+08:00

i lost my sneakers.....
i lost my converse sneakers.................
my brown coloured special type of cloth with yellow shoe lace sneaker is MISSING!!!!

thanks ar..
to the shoe stealers...
it isn't the 1st time....
1st: my 1st fila trackshoe(which is my 14th birthday present)
2nd:my brother SAF trackshoe..
3rd: my sister's heels
4th: my favourite sneakers

this pair of sneakers actually is quite impt to me..
i worn this to poly classes, all my memeories with den, this pair of shoe plays a part..
some more.. i use my 1st bond salary, and went to many shops, den finally decided on this pair....
and, the shoe is already very very comfortable and soft..
though very comfortable to wear, but abit dirty and worn out..(like tat also want to steal??)

T_T

i will curse the shoe stealer!!!
hope he steps on dog poo bare feet,
slip and fell...
stink him to death..

i think the person is pervert lor..
so nice to steal shoe meh?
other ppl's feet so nice to smell ar?

I LOST MY FAVOURITE SNEAKER........
where are u???
pls come back......

懂

2007-04-11T19:05:00.000+08:00

要找到真愛便要找一個懂你的人這個人也許並不是十全十美

但因為他懂你所以你就認為他是十全十美的

就是這麼一個懂字

懂是什麼？

當你遇到挫折時他不說一句損你尊嚴的話

當你意氣用事時他絕不遷就而會娓娓解說事理給你聽

當你心情不好時他絕不和你一般見識而大吵大鬧

當你遠隔千里難得見面時他也深信你

當你愉快時他也愉快而且會告訴你

當你煩惱時他也煩惱但不會輕易告訴你

懂是需要多少的了解多少的體諒多少愛心

要找一個懂你的人也許很難但要有信心

找一個懂你的人也期許自己做一個懂他的

by chance bump into this article, nice articles and very meaniful..
hope ur enjoy it..

from: http://www.ascdwq.com/zlsw/WZ/D.htm

immune system..

2007-04-11T13:46:00.000+08:00

i fall sick again..
why?
what happen??

i remember when i am in secondary school or in poly, i hardly or i shld say never take MC..
my immune system is very strong!!
but y am i falling sick again?

is not even half way through the yr 0f 2007 and is the 2nd time i am having URTI...
haiz..
virus in the place i am working is getting stronger..
and i am getting weaker..

useless flu injection!!

falling sick is terrible..
i hate it..
but.. i dun mind applying MC from work...

hahahaha...hohohoho..
(i think the fever burnt my brain..)
o.. i dun have MC anyway, it was on my sleeping day and rest day..
damn it!!

where is my strong immune system???
............
........
....

birthdays..

2007-04-08T03:09:00.000+08:00

4th april 1986, a baby boy name Edwin was born..
2007 this date, his 21st bithday..
journey from boy to man/adult..=D
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY Edwin!!
may all ur dreams come true..

yum yum!! but too full liao...

birthday boy!! opps.. is birthday man..

our usual gang w/o yy and darren..

7th april 2005, my dearsest god-daughter pop out from my friend tummy during her attachment..

She is turning 2 this year..

Time really flies, from 1 day old to now 2 yrs old, she is growing up everyday, and i m getting older day by day.. haiz.... T_T

nevertheless, my only god-daughter's birthday,

Happy 2nd Birthday QiQi, seeing u growing up is a blessing to me and to life, i m so gald u r here, so gald tat xia gave birth to u.. Hope u can be healthy and active always, (well, she already is), be a good and fillial to ah xia.. (though i know is not possible for her to read this now)

she loves taking photos...

cute hor... hahaha.. =D

she and her birthday cake with her favourite cartoon..

Anyway..happy birthday to all april babies...

stay happy always.. >_<

熱情仲夏

2007-03-29T19:05:00.000+08:00

煩惱　
有你　生活　太吵　
沒你　卻會　無聊　
所以　我唱　什麼　聽好

你說要我喜歡你　抱歉我不行　因為我有眼睛
喔　你好煩　長的很奇怪　再跟著我就報警
仰慕我的人特別多　囉嗦的你卻包容我的沉默
喔　沒理由　跳躍的感受　在靠近左邊的胸口
喔　轉過頭　有點失落　你怎麼消失在巷口
突然搞懂　我的生活　早習慣你在左右

你要什麼都說　少了你一秒像一分鐘
現在會不會來不及　你卻還在原地
等著我　比誰都堅定　

你要什麼就說
因為我一定盡我全力
希望你會覺得滿意　不滿意我改進
我可以　把未來變成童話　送給你

我想你應該不介意　我來做決定　跟著我的腳印
喔　太崇拜　自己的腦袋　乖乖的站在我身後
喔　廣場上　牽著你走　放心把一切交給我
確定什麼　開始閃爍　在我跟你的眼中

你要什麼就說　極光流星或TIFFANY
我想帶你一起旅行　哪裡都沒關係
你就是　有趣的風景　

你要什麼都說
因為我一定盡我全力
希望你會覺得滿意　不滿意我改進
我可以　把童話變成日記　送給你

hohoho....
the mtv....
so nice.....
fits the show so well...

i know is a bit messy cos i didnt take off the blog song..
listen carefully ok??
enjoy!!

非你莫屬

2007-03-27T01:01:00.000+08:00

懂得讓我微笑的人再沒有誰比你有天份輕易闖進我的心門明天的美夢你完成
整個宇宙浩瀚無邊的盡頭每顆渺小星球全都繞著你走
愛我非你莫屬我只願守護由你給我的幸福愛我非你莫屬也許會笑著哭但那人是你所以不怕苦
懂得讓我流淚的人給的感動一定是最深在我心中留下傷痕你同時點亮了星辰
整個宇宙浩瀚無邊的盡頭每顆渺小星球全都繞著你走
愛我非你莫屬我只願守護由你給我的幸福愛我非你莫屬也許會笑著哭但那人是你所以不怕苦
看那麼多相遇偏偏只和你天造地設般產生奇蹟哦我心的縫隙我想除了你任誰也無法填補這空虛
愛我非你莫屬我只願守護由你給我的幸福愛我非你莫屬也許會笑著哭但那人是你所以不怕苦
但那人是你所以不怕苦

by: tank

low mood..

2007-03-25T20:42:00.000+08:00

mood has been high-low lately..

not bcus of anything, mayb the cause of it is the weather..

the sun can be glaring at this moment,

the next moment, thunderstorm..

horoscopes says tat this week i will have low mood, even a sad song could make me cry..

quite accurate..

but not in mood to cry..

for wat?

after rest day work am shift, my mood couldnt be tat great, but luckily is a sunday..

sunday= suppose to be not so busy..

though some issues still happen at work today which make me busy, but still managable..

after work, went out with my collegues, shijin,cynthia,lovern to holland village to makan..

so nice to be with them, and chitchat, laugh out loud in the taxi abt some gossips..

heez.. =D

after tat i headed home, on the way, not in mood to go home.. dunno y...

yes, my low mood comes...

went round and round in westmall, listening to MP3,window shopping..

bump into a pair of shoe which is really nice, was tempted to buy, but it cost my salary increament=30bucks.. so gave up..

wanted to read some comics, but couldnt find in rental shop, too ex in comic shop..= gave up

was looking for this new taiwan drama(熱情仲夏), if ur know, but couldnt find=gave up

wanted to buy some canfood at shop and save,but the "Q" was horrible, =gave up

ended up in wastons buying some stuff.. and headed home..

there is many things i wanna buy, but i cant, i need to scrimp and save..

haiz..

was intending to take bus home, but i walk home..

the sun is hot or i should say warm...

i am wearing black

from westmall to my place need to walk abt 15-20mins depending on ur speed..

i think i am mad..

but was an nice walk, cos i took many photos on my way back..

some passerby gave me a werid look when i took photos..

nvm..

but i must admit my physical state and mental state is in bad shape tats y i was given all the weird look..

(wat is the mad women doing, taking photos every where??? Hahaha..Siao..)

when i reach home..

i was gald i reach home, cos my leg is bloody tired..

i wanna go holiday..

pls give me AL..

some1 pls go holiday with me..

i wanna watch 熱情仲夏..

熱情仲夏, 熱情仲夏, 熱情仲夏

tats me! feeling bored and low mood..

attempt to take a pic with my shadows, but..i guess..

i can try harder the next time.. =P

low mood.....

low mood....

low mood..

32 hours..

2007-03-25T20:09:00.000+08:00

Wat is the feeling like if u didnt sleep for more than 32 hours?

A) walking zombie?
B) body without soul?
C) mindless panda?

ans is....
all of the above.

jus ended my night 2 days ago, yes, is another crazy nights....
callbell callbell callbell, admission admission admssion, phone calls phone calls phone calls
sucks........ T_T

woke up at 5 pm after 1st night,(22/3)
work till 10am the next day on 2nd night..(23/3)
reach home,shower, play compter till 1pm
went out with andy and annie till 11pm
slept at almost 2 am in the morning..(24/3)

gosh...
recently got an increament in the salary of 30 bucks..
haiz..
30 bucks only!!(tats fine lar as i only work less than 1 yrs, compared with my frenz who work 3 yrs with only increament of 60 bucks , i am consider lucky!!)
this is how i consle myself, cos my other frenz at other workplace, with lighter workload, and more free time, increament of 50 bucks..
and is not even eonugh for me to buy tonics and facial products after all the stress and nights..

fine...
life is never fair for me, i admit it!!!

btw... y is tat so??? >_<

eudaimonia..

2007-03-09T20:08:00.000+08:00

ever wonder wat eudaimonia means?
eudaimonia in gr eek language means happiness~~~~

no, is not tat i dun feel happiness or wat..
but i finally knows wat i want for happiness today...

basically, i did nothing at home today, just waste my time by surfing net , msning, cook something for myself, did housework, walk and sit around at home, lie on my bed as i wants, channel surfing and staring at books,listening to the same song over and over again..
simple?
Yes, i am bored!! but i m so happy!!
Pathetic? yup!!
reason?
WORK!!never ending work and meeting..
everyday i am so pack with my work, even somedays at home i still think of my work, and quickly call back my workplace to ask if anything i miss out..
i have been working for 9 months if i dun remember wrongly, time really flies, new batch of newbies coming in soon, how will i feel if i see den?
no wonder they told me tat 3 years bond is fast..
weekly, i count down my days to off days, after off days the cycle starts again and continues..

tats life?
really??

i feel bored today yet happy cos it has been a long time i can have time for my own, and i havent been feeling bored at home for quite long..
feeling bored is a type of happiness too..
ok, ur might not agree but cos we are in different shoe, perspective is different..

ask myself wat i want in order to have happiness??
after so much of thoughts, my conclusion is freedom..

freedom to choose
freedom to go
freedom to wat i wants
freedom to life
freedom to constraints
freedom of being tie down
freedom of responsibilities
freedom of ethics and professionalism
...........
.......
....
..

impossible?
YES!! all the above can only be acheived if i am dead

one more thing, been staring at hoon and wu zun photos today, something is jus not right.
yes, thet are handsome,cute...etc..
but... the X-factors(chrismatic) tat attract me the most is missing from them, but could be found on some1 else (david tao)... hmmm...

eudaimonia=happiness..

wish all happiness..

aged..

2007-03-09T01:23:00.000+08:00

Work for straight 8 days from MC, finally i got my rest day and claim back my CNY PH..

Phew...>_<

Recently i hate doing night shift, cos i feel so tired,though there is extra allowance..think mayb i have aged physically. jus finish my night shift 2 days ago, feel so tired and drain out. maybe bcos i didnt have 2 peacefully night this time round..

Pics i took after my 1st night morning, the sun is so bright and the trees are so green but i am damn tired and drained:

Meet up with my poly frenz recently, so gald to see then esp hwee ting, geraldine and liyun, i think i havent been seeing these few for 9 months!! chit chat with den, happy to noe tat all of us are coping well, and sort of happy in their work.. some determined to be a manager, while some getting more and more depress in work..
wat abt me??am i still hardcore and passionate as before? haiz.. some getting married, others are still as loving as before with their bf.. i really really miss my good old days in poly life with den... i jus loveeeee them!! how i wish i am still a student now... working life jus sucks!!

all my pretty gals frenz!!! muackz !! =D

finished watching hanazakarino, the part 3 tat i have waiting for like more than 1 month..was having very high expectation on the ending...but.....turn out to be an disappointment...haiz..waste my time waiting for >1 month and the ending is like tat... GOSH!!! think will have hanazakarino part 2, do ur think so??

my best budds!!!!

2007-02-26T01:02:00.000+08:00

I have noe her for more than 10years, to be exact is 12yrs..

We noe each other since primary sch in bukit view, she was the 1st person to approach me and chat with me during tat time, cos i am rather anti-social. heez..

We play, grow,quarrell,fight,run away from home together, get crazy with sailormoon,and now, time really flies.. we all have grown up.. all graduate from poly..

Maybe i dun always contact her, i dun really meet her tat often, (maybe 1-2 month once), but we are still as close as before, i dun need to tok much and she doesnt need to explained much, we noe each other mind's.

I always feel so lucky and fortune to have her as my buddy, silent yet always there for me.

Went out with her today!! we walk around in orchard,ate cafe cartel,(btw, the waffle is yummmy!!), bought a pants, she bought some gifts for her frenz and chat with her in starbucks.. we tok everything under the sun, drank tea/chocolate, laughing at the bunch who took all the tables and chair.. took bus, chat for the whole ride. so simple yet heartwarming.. even the moments of silent btw us feel so comfortable..

She's getting prettier and TALLER as yrs goes by, i am so proud of her!!

Ger ar..

i jus hope tat u can do wat u want in life, strive for ur dreams when u are still young, do something u like (arts), and be happy and cheerful always, remember u r always the best to the 1 who loves u. i noe u r a ger of ur own mind and noe wats u want!! jia you!!

Hope tat u can find a job soon..=D

our pics:

she is pretty rite, any1 interested?? =D
too bad she is attached................
oo... btw, stop saying tat u r fat, dun be obessess with ur arms and tummy!!!

I am sick...MC..

2007-02-23T11:51:00.000+08:00

is only the 6th day of CNY and so many ppl in my work place is falling sick.
yes..i am 1 of them too.. i tot i wont as there is no symptoms, until i ate a piece of biscuit 2 days back, sorethoart set in, cough+flu(i had it since b4 CNY) got worse..wat happened?

was suppose to be am shift yesterday, but change to afternoon shift. luckily, as i was not feeling well. my fever got worse when i started work less then 2 hours, feel like a ghost floating around when i work, sit and stand, sit and stand, and all the irritating phone calls. i feel so giddy and hot(inside), cold(outside), i tot i am going to faint any moment.. thankfully i was not busy yesterday, only a freaking person put me in a diffcult spot for some transfer issue, anyway is settled, the person owes me a apology for shouting in the phone!!

when i reach home i feel damn sick, when to bed straight with 2 panadol pop in, feel goggy,woke up by my mom and sister scolding me.. haiz.. T_T

went to see doctor today, waited for 45mins as the doctor has not reach the clinic yet, and my mom went to work instead of accompany me to see doctor...haiz.. feeling much better now!! MC x 2 days, feel bad for my frenz who's going to cover me for night duty tonight.. i am sorry!! oh ya.. when a staff is sick, y must the coodinator be so cold and sacaratise? cant they have a basic sympathy for the sick staff?

happy chinese new year!!

2007-02-17T19:29:00.000+08:00

Happy new year every1!! Hope ur get received alot of hongbao!!

Jus finish my reunion dinner: steamboat again!! been eating steamboat every year for >10yrs!! but i still enjoy it!! I am so full now!! Yes!!* yum yum*, i can eat my favourite pineapple tarts!! My senior nurse manager told me not to eat too much and take MC *diao* haiz.... I havent finish my CNY shopping T_T , but i will do crazy post-cny shopping!!

2 good things to share: my 1st aunt 2nd son has an very very cute princess, and the 1st month celebration cake is so so so cute and beautiful!!

and their princess is so cute!

hehe..very cute rite? but i havent visit her yet.

oh, btw andy, i know how to upload pictures liao.. thanks for not teaching me lor!!! i figure it out myself.. hehe =D shows tat actually i m not really computer-idiot. (this 1 of the good things tat i wanna share)

this CNY can rest for 2 days, so gald!! hope tis 2 days can meet up with nsg frenz, can go collegues and sqs frenz to bai nian.. gong xi gong xi wor..

tired...

2007-02-12T16:49:00.000+08:00

ok.. i am very tired now when writing tis blog..
brain not functioning liao..

down with a flu lately and sorethorat..(it adds on to my tiredness)
In TCM view, if a person is too heaty will have sorethorat and fever..but if the person is too weak den will have flu..(i think so), so am too heaty or weak??
anyway, western medicine call URTI(upper respirstory tract infection)which now soon to develop into LRTI (lower...)(the same)..

ok, got my hse curtain liao, but doesnt fit into my envrionment, royal yellow-gold, too grand to be in my hse.. though i like yellow.. hmmm.. but...it jus dun suit, and my aunt kept sayin: see, so nice, match so well, i got great taste!! *vomit*
gosh!!!is my hse or my aunt hse???

has been packing and cleaning my cupboard jus now(tats y i am tired),so many old memories flashback.. haiz.. i miss my good old days... T_T

ok, valentine's days coming, i am working afternoon shift.. not too bad,at least i see patients not couples hugging and cuddling..not looking forward for it..
to those who has an valentine, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!
to those who are like me, no valentine, and got to work on tat day, also HAPPY NO-VALENTINE'S DAY!!

i dun mean anything ok? =P still remember last year kel bought the whole NR0315, flowers (mine is yellow roses!!)and i bought choclate for then, den our grp went to have valentine dinner and kinder surpises.. haiz..
hey, NR0315 frenz, how has life been lately? miss ya...

oo.. btw, happy birthday to Shijin, hope u enjoy urself yesterday..
and to uma also.. if she is still alive.. hahaha.. i very bad hor.
took after our night shift:
.

finally is over.....

2007-02-06T21:35:00.000+08:00

my hse renovation finally is over.. yippy!!
after 7 days of noise pollution.. YES!!
ok, confess:
renovation is good, now my hse look so much better, brighter, cleaner, and still feels like my home. heez =P
but.. cleaning up the mess is MY GOD=super super tired!
anyway, most things are done except tat most of my things not clean up yet for CNY.
shit!, my only off day will be cleaning up the place........
oh ya, 1 more thing which makes me feel really sad is the buddha statue tat i have been praying for > 20 yrs jus broke and the head broke apart from the body!! he was suppose to enjoy the new altar tat we bought for him.... but now, haiz....... no fate liao..... T_T

and i am waiting for hanazakarino part 3 DVD to come out ASAP!!!! i am waiting waiting and waiting...... super nice tat show...
heidi!!! we are watching the same show, wu chun is super super handsome!!!!! when i stare into his eyes i think i'll melt!!! >_<

oh.. btw, for those who know Uma, as according to Geraldine, she is now working in adam road hospital (private PSY) as SN.... hmmmm.. private.. salary good anot??? heez... $_$!!!
c ya........ ooh...
btw happy 21st birthday to annie and mengzhi!!

nice song?

2007-01-23T00:01:00.000+08:00

been watching this show lately, hanazakarino kimitachihe(hua yang shao nian shao niu), nice show, funny with good plot..
quite like tis song by tank..
fits the plots of the show quite well...
it sing out how the guy feel towards the girl....
ENJOY!! =D

我不会怪你对我的伪装天使在人间是该藏好翅膀人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良怎能让你为了我被碰伤小小的手掌厚厚的温暖你总能平复我不安的夜晚不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁你是我的专属天使唯我能独占没有谁能取代你在我心上拥有一个专属天使我哪里还需要别的愿望小小的手掌大大的力量我一定也会像你一样飞翔你想去的地方就是我的方向有我保护笑容尽管灿烂没有谁能把你抢离我身旁你是我的专属天使唯我能独占没有谁能取代你在我心上拥有一个专属天使我哪里还需要别的愿望要不是你出现我一定还在沉睡绝望的以为生命只有黑夜没有谁能把你抢离我身旁你是我的专属天使唯我能独占没有谁能取代你在我心上拥有一个专属天使我哪里还需要别的愿望

chaotic + havoc home..

2007-01-22T23:13:00.000+08:00

okok.. i m sorry tat it has been a long time ever since i post..
cos nth special happen, until.........

1 fine sunday...an stupid salesman came over to my hse..
pushing sales for renovation of rubbish bins..
ok maybe all of ur dunno....my hse has always in a mess ever since i am primary sch..
meaning, rubbish bin cant throw rubbish, if we open it, there will be cockroaches, pest crawling, my toilet bowel cant flush, my bathroom door cant lock, some cabinets with 1 door mising.. ok, can ur imagine it?
Actually is not bad thing cos i m used to it, i have been living in this hse for 20 yrs.. and i am not shamefully or embarressed abt it.. to me it feels more like home..

BUT, my mom been thinking of renovations, ok tats fine! so she ask the saleperson to fix our rubbish bin. and dunno y, she starts discussing abt painting, wiring of electricity...etc... baragining with the sales persons...etc..
ok, den the persons left after the deal of rubbish bin.
den the very next few days, my mom told me tat she and my aunt had found a good contractor to renovate our hse,so these 2 women carry out the plans WITHOUT disscussing with my dad,my siblings and me. NVM abt it..

Wat makes me angry is:
1)i dunno y i have to pack my beloning into boxes, whereby i am not moving hse, and i am very tired
2)after a day of tired work, i reach home, i saw my sofa got alot alot of boxes(for us to pack our stuff)i tot my mum bcum karang guni!!
3)kithchen cabinet, room cabinet is gone without us knowing, all my food is in BOXES!
4)my mom dunno a single things abt the renovation, wat will the contractor do, when will they come, wat they will be doing, for how long... all the details..how much she also not so sure, all the talking,arrangement done by my aunt(which is NOT living with US!!!)shejus okok, nod her head, agree with her sister...
5)she borrow $$$$$ from my aunt
(ok confession, i dun really like my this aunt, cos her whole family sort of look down on us,)

and i ask my mom, wat is the hurry????
we can take things step by step, wat is the urgenecy to rush to renovate everything?
she cant answer me.. all she gave us is the face(aiyah, dun argue anymore, i am sick, keep shaking her head, poor thing look!!) I DUN PITY HER!!!

so my dad gave her very very very good lecture....
he was drinking tat day, n i think he was drunk, it all started with, he says he wannt this this and this to be done, as my mom told him the contractor will do everything for us!!
den slowly my dad ask abt details, she says she dunno, an volcano erupted!
he kept walking out from the kitchen in every 5 to10 mins intervals to scold her, this lasted from 8plus till i go to bed around 11 plus.. vulgarities, hokkien words flying in the air.
is very frustrating, cos i am very tired, i wanna rest, n i cant, my dad's voice
is very very loud plus my dad is drunk, things hanging in the air, not settled, argument started...
haiz............................ sianz ar............................
i cant be bothered.

pls do not ask me how is things going on now, cos i dunno, even if i ask i wont get an answer.
i dunno wats happening........................
and i can predict if the contractor didnt do wat my dad expect, my mom or my aunt is going to get hospitalised. not kidding!!
haiz......... can i move out??????????? T_T

AL over liao...

2007-01-05T22:49:00.000+08:00

haiz..
so sianz.. AL gone liao again.. tml got to start work again..
but.... tml am shift den rest day.. yippy!!
didnt do much these 2 days, jus rot and vegetate at home..
i love to rot!!
so gald to meet up wif caiyun today..
had an a good chat wif her today.. ar.. so nice...so good to see her..
hehehe.. hope that her interview will be susscessful tml!!
and job hop soon.. dun stay in the place we working now.. is HELL!!!

i know is late..

2007-01-04T23:26:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i noe is abit late.. but better then nothing right?
heez =D
ooooook.. let me reflect wat i did for the last whole year..
Major changes took place..
1) graduate from NYP nursing course
2) step into an boring working life
yup.. these 2 strains me off..

then, all my guys frenz either in army or haf way thru, rest of the gers frenz, either failed in love life again, or stuck hafway in deciding wat to do and move on in life..

had such an good memories with my nursing frenz these 3 yrs, BBQ, the grp outing, the promises we made, and..oh.. bitiching abt other not so nice ppl.. hmmm.. but now some went MIA.. haiz.. oh god.. i misss those days.. though fed up with projects but i still miss it.. i miss my frenz and QIQI.. T_T sobz..

Work: meet cunning and mean sister, so mean and cunning tat u feel like being backstab and ill treated.. i shld go MOM and complain rite?? meet with shitty ppl (i mean really asshole ppl!!!!!!!!) how can human be like tat?? but gald to noe my collegues as some are really nice.. suppotive and encouraging though the environment is lousy.. as i say the only reason y i am still there is bcus they r there.. i am still hanging on!!

Dreams: realise tat some things even passion dun help!! or mayb is jus in my case?? kept have these tots, y am i doing in the hospital facing all these shits whereby the rest of the young adults like me are studying in NUS or NTU??? so.. i keep escaping, finding another interest, looking around for hope, comparing with others and demoralise myself!!
i have stop that but know tat i cant stay here for long, i m yearning to smell the air outside s'pore... thninking ti be missionaries not in terms of religions but as an nurse to help out. to diaster area, to famine area. i want to help ppl who need help,i also wanna to be appecitated.. i thinking this is wat i am lacking now in the work!!
iam yearning for freedom!!!
i want to explore the world!!!

Family: dad got diagnose with DM something that i expected.. his wound is so bad that when we see doctors i dun dare to tell him i am a nurse and working in DM areas.. shame on me!!!
but i wasnt upset, i noe is very very unfillial to think in tis way, but if his leg gets amputated, i think he deserved it!! DRINK DRINK DRINK!!! CHOP CHOP CHOP!!! HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAA!! i am unfillial i noe!! i also wonder life without my dad, my hse will be cleaner no urine cum beer smell, my family life will be better.. i strongly believe in tis!!
my mom.. diagnose with subglottis stenosis, in and out of NUH for 3 times, i didnt tell my frenz, until she got discharge.she went thru an op (bronchoscopy), after tat op, she is paranoid, kept calling my siblings and me, tell us not to go home too late, she is scared, she has alot of things to think.. so i ask her wat she thinking.. she says i wont noe.. ya bcus she wont tell me so i wouldnt noe!! but i understand....... haiz..

Personal: no tots in getting a BF or getting married.. i didnt like any new guys for more than 4 yrs not even crush..but dun worry.. i am not les.. i love man.. i love DAVID TAO!!! my heart is like an flowing river so straight..

so... my 2007 plans is:
to slim further more
to finish my bond asap!!!
to get out of s'pore for holiday
to learn something new eg photography
to get more info and contacts wif regards to missionaries
to have more $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
to save more $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
to earn more $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
to have more feedom and breathing space..
to have more time for frenz, family and myself...
to meet DAVID TAO in person and ask him to sing song for me!!!!
hahahahahahahahahaha.... i noe i am dreaming lor.. and greedy lor..
anyway, jus plan only..

okie.. so new year new hope..
hope that wateva i do can be smooth
hope world peace!! =D
happy new year evey1!!! =P

argh....crazy x'mas nite!!!

2006-12-26T21:01:00.000+08:00

haiz.. so sianz..
already very tired doing nite, and meet with tis type of things..
guess wat??
my 2nd night, i have 3 admissions, ok tats fine..
1 of them is AMS, 1 is very very ill and came up at0530hrs, gosh!!!
on top of tat, my aunties are making me so sianz..
3 of then climb out of bed,pull out everything she sees, hit, kick,scratch me and my frenz,shouting in the cubicle..
oh my god!! pls save me!!

anyway.. merry x'mas evey1.. hope ur had a great time!!
so happy to meet up wif my poly frenz..
i miss u all!!! muacks!! =D

thank you andy.. for helpin me in tis blog..
tagbox, link.. things tat i wanna do but i dun noe..
thank you! thank you! u r the best!! heez..

ok..i am hanging on in my work..
pray tat i dun breakdown!!
to all my dear frenz, thanks for being there to hear me nag and grumble..
i luv u all.. haiz.....................................

new hp!!

2006-12-20T00:03:00.001+08:00

got an new hp today!!
finally.. my k700 going into asystole soon..
same as my bro's k800..
nice phone with gd function!!
and gd price!! heez =D
but i doesnt seems t be tat happy that i tot i will..
???

my eye lid kept twitching again..
dunno wats gonna happen again..
pls pray for me!!
*touchwood*

demanding ppl in the world.. shit then!!

2006-12-19T01:23:00.000+08:00

shit shit shit..
how can humans make humans diffcult!!
so wat u r spending $$??
only ur family members are impt, others aren't?
can't ppl realise that we only have 1 person in charge
and many to take care of?
how can they be so hypocrite?
smilie at us, nice to us and complain to the world at our back??
hello!!!
pls wake up ur idea..
bullshit, bullshit!!

alright! another memo on AL to write!!
we are not treating different classes of ppl differently!!
we are treating every1 fairly!!
IGNORENCE!!!!

haiz... call back.. call back..

2006-12-19T01:16:00.001+08:00

call back call back..
i knew it!! call back to work from AL!!my eyelid has been twitching for the last night!!
gosh.. i can be an fortune teller myself!! so damn accurate..
i m so so so so damn accurate..
hmm.. women's 6th sense!! =P
but.. i dun blame any1.. too bad.. MCs coming in..
manager of the ward also diffcult..
sick of my life..............
hope i can enjoy my next few days of off..
*touchwood*touchwood*

Missy on Leaves.. =D

2006-12-17T22:53:00.000+08:00

yes! finally..
is my AL!! my long awaiting AL!!
i m so tired, i need a break from everything.
hope they dun call me back to work..
anyway.. i will enjoy myself.. got lots of things to do
but little time.. sobz..
i will indulge myself in sleeping, eating, shopping, dreamin and stone-ing..
hehe =P